Monday, October 25, 2010

my song without music...

If i'm not mistaken, starting of this year, i wrote this song myself...
I had nothing better to do at that time..so yea..
this is how the song goes...

You came into my life as you walk through the doors of my school,
i was mesmerized by your appearance,
nothing i could do to stop me from staring at you,
you were standing there not knowing what to do,
all i saw was your innocent face,
i can never find someone like you...

*someday you'll realize i've always been beside you,
 someday you'll know that i've been watching you from far,
 i've always wanted you to be with me,
 but you never notice me always there for you...

and then i found out that you were in the basketball team,
your hair is always ruffled after your game,
you face light up as you smile,
your brown hair shine as you walk under the sun,
i'm always drowning in your honey-brown eyes,
as you wink at me and shot me your smile,
and i know...i can never find someone like you...

*you're always going out with lots of other girls but not me,
 someday you'll know that i've been watching you from far,
 i'm always waiting and i will always wait for you cuz you're the only one i want to be with,
 someday you'll know that i've always loved you,
 someday...you'll notice me...
 and that's the someday i've been waiting all the time,
 never want to give up the last hope of you,
 cuz no one, oh no one will suit me more than you,
 you're the best for me,
 you're part of me and i can't afford to lose you...

you've always been around but not with me,
you've never known that all i want is you,
as you're with your friends,
you look at me but not the way i want you to,
you hurt me when you go out with your girlfriends,
but there's nothing i can do but have hope in you,
i believe you'll notice me...someday...

*there will never be...ever be a complete me without you in my life,
  so i'll continue to wait for you,
 someday you'll realize i've been waiting for ya!

#please don't leave me,
 please don't go away,
 (x3)
 not while i'm waiting for ya!

*oh...someday...oh...someday,
 i can't wait for that day where you'll be mine forever,
 someday you'll realize i've always been here waiting for you to be mine forever,
 yea...mine forever...?

sounds cheesy and weird?? yea...i think so too... :P
i don't know where this idea came from...but oh well!
oh by the way, i forgotten how the music goes...
so this is a music-less song... (:
well...i hope you enjoyed it?? (;

couldn't believe...

I can't believe i have a blog.. i never ever thought that i would have a blog until today... 
See! This is what bored-ness would do to me.. :P
So....i was wondering what i could do since it's after PMR... and my bestfriend, Wei Ni kinda introduced this to me...(:
I really don't know what to write and i guess my blog would be a little boring..but oh well...at least i could kill time with this... ;D

I've been thinking about corresponding.... i like those out-dated snail mails... i've found a few friends that would write letters to me.. do you want too? :D

You know, i've always wanted PMR to be over... now that it's done, i really don't know what to do.... ):
before PMR, i had a whole list of things i'd like to do after exams... but now, i don't really know if i can do them... ):

My parents said that i could go for guitar or drums lessons after PMR, but they changed their mind after my exams... they give me false hopes all the time.. T.T
I was seriously exited that time... *sigh* parents are always parents... :P